Posted by Jessica | Posted in The Holy Word | Posted on 02-11-2008
Hating God

This maple tree shot was the closest I got to a photo "walk" this season. Yes, notice the lovely street of garbage day, sigh....I guess there has to be some ordinary in the extraordinary.
While driving in the car with the kids one day Ry and I had the following conversation:
Ry: I hate God.
Messy Jessy: thinking…..biting tongue…..praying….
Ry: I hate Him because I can never see Him.
Messy Jessy: Ry I can’t make you love God and I can’t make you see Him. But, if you ask Him, He’ll show Himself to you.
Ry: Okay
Messy Jessy: hoping…
Ry (some time later): Hey Mom! I just saw God! He is making all of the leaves come off of the trees. That’s awesome.
Messy Jessy: It sure is buddy, it sure is
Bible, Book of Matthew, Chapter 7, Verse 7
Ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you.

I have an idea or the seed for an idea called The Simplicity Project. Sounds big because it is. It will come to me as I exist in each day discovering it. I plan to chronicle my efforts right here for you. It is my hope you will join the campaign too. Here are my thoughts that got me started thinking about change.
I think if I were given free rein over the house I could reinvent most of my life using a shovel, scissors and paint. Too much TV, plastic, sticky floors, loud toys, where’s this?, where’s that?, fast food, more TV, icky colors and dirty socks. Still we have lots of love, time and fun its not all bad.
I want to avoid frustration because I love living freely and not tied up in sad little knots. I will need a project to cure my creative home executive fix. I need simplicity. Too big I’ll get lost. Too little and it won’t help. I need The Simplicity Project (TSP).
My heart is brimming with inspiration but alas my eyelids are drooping from fatigue. My brain is overflowing with joy yet my hands are heavy laden with work. Balance, pace and commitment will all be involved with TSP.
Three steps to creating TSP
- Big plans that are fluid. I must be flexible, easy-going and in motion.
- Little spaces that are solid. I may not be able to move my actual house but our foundation in Christ is solid.
- Happy hopes that are steamy. I will lift my desires upward. Seeking Him who strengthens me.